brush the spring by

my personal blog. :)

2009-10-11T04:16:00.000-07:00

do email me for the invitation.

should i quit?

2009-09-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

tired of blog war with wannabe.
booo!~ lets see who's getting on who's nerve.

lets say BYE XANGA?

will be back soon. when i have enough credits to change my blog link again.
:)
till then.
xoxo

B

think twice

2009-08-30T01:59:00.000-07:00

in a mature way.
to care and understand others.
atleast concern,
their feelings.

somewhat, nothing will turn in such a rocky way.

B

2009-08-28T05:43:00.001-07:00

Supressing them all in
It's what I'm trying to do
These forbidden feelings
For I don't know how long more
will they linger
in this empty soul

I hate to say this
but I miss you so fucking much

JY

officially we belong

2009-08-12T04:56:00.000-07:00

l-o-v-e
four individual letters.

i love you
three simple words,

are things
that melt my heart.

you

2009-08-08T21:37:00.000-07:00

may not be the first guy i kissed.
may not be the first guy i loved.

BUT,
i'm definitely falling for you.
NOW.

ILY.

B

i'm smilin'

2009-08-07T04:29:00.000-07:00

because of the attention i get,
from this special someone.

IF
loves from you are real,
words from you are truthful.
I GUESS,
there is nothing more i should be worrying about.

ILY.

B

confusion~

2009-07-30T19:35:00.000-07:00

i love my boys,
because i can be what i want to be in front of them.
i love them,
because i'm always the center of attention.

NOW...
there is this one guy,
who gave me attention.
who gave me all his time.
BUT...
what i really am, to HIM.
how far we could go.

i see question marks around me now.

B

its been awhile...

2009-07-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

someone who made me smile,
like there is no others.

maybe you are the one?

:)

IMY.

B

with my sight...

2009-07-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

what i see in you,
wasn't the guy who shine.
what i want from you,
wasn't your time.
what i need from you,
wasn't just your love.

but afterall, you break my heart, literally.

B

love WAS such an easy game

2009-07-01T03:06:00.000-07:00

by playing the cards right,
to make love a game.
if that makes you happy,
what a disgrace.

love could be as pure as water,
why do you need mixer?

B

perfect world?

2009-06-06T18:53:00.000-07:00

life is a joke,
you can never get what you want.
on the other hand,
what you do not want,
it always comes to you.

haha?

B

contented...

2009-05-19T10:15:00.000-07:00

landed on the 18th. had been spending time with family.
went out with the boys for a little catch up. miss those moments. *giggle*

won't be blogging till next week maybe? lap top die on me.

so till then, will blog if i have a chance.

B

9 month..

2009-05-16T13:37:00.001-07:00

all i can say is.. time flies without me realizing.. tik tok tik tok..

here i am, after packing my luggage for a week, trying to fit everything in two luggages. packing did not stop me for going out to the mall with Rossana before i leave, you know a little catch up with my best girl friend.. BECAUSE 80% i'm not coming back to New Jersey.. probably not even United State. so we both woke up hell early just to hang out..

before i leave to JFK, all i wanna say is " I'M COMING BACK PEOPLE "

lets pray that swine flu is gone?

2 days till i'm back in town.. ^^

B

free like a bird..

2009-05-12T15:03:00.000-07:00

*giggle*
final ends today. yay....

trees are green, sky is blue.
if heart is red, what color should love be?

ten, nine, eight... six days to go....
see you in town. ^^

B

after all that we've been through..

2009-05-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

you said you will make it up to me,
you gave me promises that i believed.

they said, smile because it happened.

but who will understand what's in between?

after all the stress and tears,

i choosed distance.

i'm happy with what we are now,

the closest strangers.

realistic world...

2009-05-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

first of all, i'm not pointing the arrow to anyone.

when people don't get what they want,
people always to turn away without a word.

when people can't help, i don't turn away without word,
unless you promised to help and you didn't do it.

anyway~

presentations are over! *jumping up and down with joys*
after all, it wasn't that bad.

two days to... i'm excited.
maybe, i'm not going to postpone my flight.

B

the begin...

2009-05-02T15:26:00.000-07:00

May definitely not a month that i can relax, well at least not right now...

SAT test was a mess, nervousness gave me an extremely unfamiliar feeling. yikes.
Assignments for finals, due this week. gosh. double yikes.
Final is two week from now. TRIPLE yikes.

but after all, 5 days to... :D
twenty, nineteen, ... fifteen days to go.

PS/ Jia Yin, that's the reason i don't like to look at humans in msia. most likely, the girl is too proud of herself. lesson learned, they are not worth our praise.
oh, and i wish i can drown in my dream too. atleast i don't have to do my assignments. pimples popping out.

B

Confessions & starting points

2009-05-02T06:34:00.001-07:00

I'm so hooked to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs , cannot resist Karen O .

I hate driving lessons
A week has gone by , classes starts on monday .
I'm just not ready ....
the weather here has been oven like, scorching hot
theres not even enough time for sweat to evaporate

Sometimes , I wish that we could just drown in our dreams.

P.S
Beatrice , I absolutely agree with you on the diffrence between Malaysia & America.
I got myself a bitch stare today for thinking that the girl was pretty . What's wrong with world!??

Cheated hearts -Yeah Yeah Yeahs

JY

difference

2009-04-25T12:40:00.000-07:00

in Malaysia,

if you see someone walking pass, as a girl, you bitch stared, especially the one you hate/dislike.

in America

when you see someone passing by, no matter is your friends or strangers, you say " hi, how are you "

i have this conversation with stevie, and he said, "wow, so not considerate." =.=

once upon a time

2009-04-23T16:32:00.000-07:00

it started during high school, there must be some chemical between us, and we got closer.

in between our friendship, there's laughter and tears, but never an argument.

now, we are far apart.
then, we will keep this blog alive.

B-

With new strings of beginnings

2009-04-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

Never thought I'd venture in to blogsphere again , I've had multiple blog accounts but in the end they all end up on hiatus . I hope this would be my last spot .

So as you can see this is a two man show blog . Beatrice is the main writer while I'm just the co writer . How did it all started...................... okayy writer's block , crap
I shall continue this the next time.

JY